Paige had her first day in her dayhome yesterday. We went for around 1oam, and I left the house at 11am. Paige stayed there until about 3pm. She did so well - I DID so well! I am so happy with this dayhome. I am so lucky to have found a winner. She is young, energetic, clean, organized, affectionate, involved...I am sooooo grateful! She is the most expensive one we looked at, but she is the best. I would pay anything for a home that I know my angel will be safe and happy in. Paige will be going every Thursday until I go back to work. It's a good time for Paige to get used to the home, and lets be honest - it's also to give me piece of mind knowing that she is "okay" without me.

Last night I joined Weight Watchers. I really had been thinking about it for months.... I did so well on it last time, I regret quitting. So, I joined Barb and Carla. (Let me know if it's okay to use your names here, if not I'll remove them :-) I am going to throw it out there - no hiding anything. AND you poor suckers who read this blog...will get to hear my deepest emotions, and brutal honesty. I weigh 233.8 lbs!!! I am kinda happy about that - since I was 241 before getting pregnant - and 249 at my highest during my pregnancy. I figure that 233 is pretty good. I wish I joined right after having Paige, because I was down to 224 a few months ago. Well, in a few months I'll be there again. It took me ten years to gain this much weight - so it's not going to fall off in one week! Also - I need to go slowly or my flabby skin won't shrink at the same rate, then I'll need surgery.

Thank you to my blog family, you are so supportive! Wish me luck on this lifestyle chage I am making.